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Cheap.

Define Cheap.
It could be cheap in terms of price and cheap in terms of you
"publicize" yourself to the public,your image,pride and self value.
Not that I'm trying to say that I'm cheap or I'm too proud of myself.
Just that the word "cheap" makes me think.
People say that I'm too choosy in picking up guys as my boyfriend.
The time has not come yet,the right person is not in front of me.
bla3..dilly dally shilly shally.C'mon.This blog is to express
the duality in me.
Talking about cheap,
Hell,today's my lucky day!
I got free foods,rides and I bought a nice looking pants for just RM10 coz
I was digging through the ocean of pants.Well,I was crazy seeing a RM30 material
got sold for RM 5.OOOOOHHHH..this is shit.nice.
I don't have those pants and my mom was,"yeah,u can have those"
So,Cheap is the way of life.just in terms of buying a high price to a lower price.
hahaha.
So ta-da!..
I founded and owned my happiness from the morning till night time.
Happiness is kinda rare in this week.ahaha.
Sad and happy.Warm and cold.A typical gemini.=DD

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