Too long since I last updated. There's too much things going on by the end of 2014 and 2015. They'd say "Changed" I'd say, "Reset:. We do not posses the power to erase the past nor alter it anyhow. I too, been dwelling with sorrows and pain. To love too much but in the end being left hanging. And I have been feeling hopeless that no one would want me as much as I want them in my life. The problem is, I have been keeping feelings and the ways to express it for too long. I can't say "No" to others. Keeping all the angst and despair in others without leaving them any clue, Maybe I have the problem of expressing deep things. I'm afraid of rejection of my true intentions, Life is about taking chances and changing along the way, I want to change for myself and my loved ones, Talking about love and relationship, It's time for me to move on from the bad ones, and embrace the good ones and find happiness in people who wants me