Dualism Fuel

If we could just confess what goes to into your mind, you could not lie to your heart, but sometimes rather yet the truth hurts, and you know what lies ahead, You couldn't bear to see it, feel it,hear it,visualize it,picture it, So in my situation,I'm just to scared to picture the truth of something I'm sure,it is for real and I never regret it, It's the best thing ever happened to me, yet it hurts so much, Can you relate how duality affects me? I wanted to do it,yet I was refraning myself and it was me,myself playing the role.. whether to do it,or not to do anything about it, Have you been loving or hating yourself at the same time? Well,if you have.. You are in my position right now. Set it up in chur mind! I'm just a very confusing personality indeed, to those around me, I always said that over and over again! Chey.haha.I don't know how to describe how I behave,coz I have the ability to change mood and anything about myself the wind. And right now,my heart is

I wish I could tell people the things I wrote in the internet and my blogs are my real feelings, Sometimes,my dear.. I wish I could tell those words to the person that I refer to.. For me,I'm a human puzzle,a very confusing personality, an entity,a symbol of dualism,a human with a lot of personalities, and I can change it in a very,very fast way.. If overwhelm,I would do things that could harm me in the first place and regret about it later, I'm just a very complicated personality, I don't really like people seeing me too good,nor too bad.. I rather look bad so that people can't see my vulnerable side, people always like to prejudge what I do, misunderstand and misinterpreting the things I do,or say.. I really want to be a symbol or something to people who have a complicated personality like me,I'm just too hard to be understand by certain people, and sometimes,we don't have any chemistry at all, they were never meant to be my friends at the first

As we define flirting is only for bitches and whores.. but it is not that actually. We can always tease2 and flirt with our friends.I find it is not wrong to flirt with them..and it also depends whether they would like to entertain us with such emmm..amusing words that could make you daydreaming with them..ahaha. I find it pretty nice to do harmless flirting,and teasing with some words that could bloom an acquittance. So,Flirting is good actually,as long as it does not harm to any party involved. Gotcha..!

Freedom of Speech? why it's so pinkish? Even if I'm a hater of the colour pink.. I still use it coz it looks nice.ha. I'll redesign this blog and talk various of stuff here.. and this time no restriction of word and expression.Deal or just the GTFO. K.thanks.bye.