Dualism Fuel

So,I'm here again blogging. This is sem gonna be tough. What if I said that I'm in love,again? but not wanting to admit it. I'm afraid to fall in love again. Yes,I started to like him, to appreciate him more. Repeat paper,MAT112. Parents invading my privacy. My ex,joining the debate again. I feel nothing at all.Numb as hell. Things change.He is already my past. Hope? I don't know what to expect. What to see,what to feel. I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing. Fallcy much eh? Define me.Much more haywired than I am. Till again.

I'm so bored right now.So,I'm posting about this for our general knowledge.Let's see. . Illuminati telah ditubuhkan pada 1774 di perancis oleh adam weishaupt yg merupakan seorg profesor di universiti Ingoldstald. . perkataan illuminati dinisbahkan kpd salah satu drpd kumpulan (Mazhab) Yahudi iaitu kumpulan illuminati yang dianggotai oleh oleh golongan bijaksana (Hukama’) Yahudi... manakala di dalam bahs Arab pula illuminati bermaksud al-Nuraniyin. ... nama illuminati ini diambil sempena nama Iblis yang pd hemat mereka sebagai pemerintah tunggal alam ini... pusat pentadbirannya ialah di segitiga bermuda yg menjadi tmpt tinggal Dajjal laknatullah. ..Lambang pertubuhan ini ialah apa yg terdapat pada duit 1 dolar US... lmbang yg ade pada duit US tersebut menunjukkan bahawa US telah dikuasai oleh bangsa Yahudi... sebenarnya, pereka cipta duit US dilakukan oleh seorang anggota freemasonry dari pergerakan illuminati yg bernama pat robertson. Pertubuhan ini tlh mendpt soko

2011, Yep.Today is the first day of lecture. I really don't know what to say. I'm still homesick.I still miss home. I hate staying in UiTM. But guess what? My target for this sem is 4.0. I will reach it,even if I got a repeat subject. Maybe I'm not gonna be in debate tournament this sem, but I will hang out and debate when I have the opportunity I want to adjust some stuff and adapt with the subjects, I must survive this semester.My life depends on it, As on the 6th June,I want to have  my perfect life.. I mean,the freedom and all. Enough for the trouble and heartache that I caused in 2010, starting from scratch is hard,but believe me.. It's nothing to compare to what I've been through. Thanks 2010, You give me the chance to feel life the way it is, I enjoyed the moment that I had, things I never did as a teenager due to my parents policy, and glad that it didn't last, Coz I know somehow it affects my study  I'll wait for someone who i