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Wishful thinking part 1

[Now I imagined what could it be if I put my whole life and endeavors into the creative and journalism industry? I could have been somebody well-known for my talents to change the world. Haha. Wow. Sound so illuminati-ish. I’m just trying to express here ] Sadly. My family aren’t too fond of entertainment industry as it was perceived, “ nonintellectual, dumb and major sidetrack path ”. They prefer me to embark on a path where mind power matters instead of the innate talents of an individual possess. I spent my whole time rejecting this beliefs and stigmas. I was a kid who has passion in music, arts, theater, drama and entertainment itself. While being a really active and fit person in my childhood, I had pursued many “ non-academic side-journey ” as my main interest. By the age of 9, I’ve already been active in joining competitions, clubs and performances in school. I remembered the first time I won a poem competition where I had my own father as my spectator and audience. Carri...

Of Flashbacks and setbacks

[ I was terribly triggered by the time I wrote this. So,I advised people who has mild depression and low self-esteem to stay away from reading melancholic blog post like this. It’s bad for your health,Okay?PG18+ post ahead. lolz ] What did actually happened  from May- September 2016? I was hoping the effects of medication to wear off. I meant; by the hallucinations and strange voices I heard every single night, it feels like I’m going down, to the brink of insanity. My mother thought I was happy and calm person, due to my repressive nature of trying to function well. She was surprised why my state of saying, “I'm okay” hasn’t changed even for a bit for all these years. She would try to do anything to see my reactions and how it’s like to be triggered. There are days when I isolated myself from speaking or communicating from anyone despite I was online 24/7. I usually post things on my facebook, mostly on  major "heavy" topic  materials, science articles, tech n...

#1 You.You.

Psst! This post is regarding my first mini-story with the theme of unrequited love. Since I'm also a fan of sappy yet tragic story,so I wrote this one last year,during the holidays. I went a bit different somehow,written in a guy point of view towards a girls. Turns out it made some of my friends  after reading it went saying , " Oh,Moon..this is a sad touching story!" The way I see it? Here's a few. Sad but cute.Guys are very hideous in retaining their true intention,making them the most "unreadable" person yet complex person on Earth. Not all guys do want their girl to suffer together with them,they rather let go of them while still watching or wondering/thinking over them in a distant away. Guys want girls to know that they're loving you,no matter how too late or how fucked up things had happened in between them. Sounds like I'm being bias to guys rather than to girls eh?No,that's just how I review this story. Personal opinions of mi...