I don't believe in magic, but I believe in miracle. So much drama in the few weeks and how time flies, hostel life is coming to an end in 3 days.*sobs sobs* Sometimes I don't know what to believe in, and yet where do I stand at life, seeing your own past,mistakes and everything overthrowing back at you.. just like something that is going back against what I did and say in the past. I'm mistake.I'm trouble.As to people, and myself as well. I don't know why it seems that, Life is hard sometimes,and sometimes I feel my head is lighter,when I feel so damn careless about everything. There's even a time where I do not fuck care about anything or anyone. except myself and I have this burden of carrying my own problems till everything crumbles over me. The problem is I don't really trust people around me. They think I'm too weak,they tend to monopolize you in the things that they see in you as exploitable vulnerable loopholes. I have a really serious paranoid th...