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Yayasan Sarawak Debate World Style 2010

Yes,this is my first time joining a Debate Tournament University Level.
Hahahaha.[suk ati duhal]
I see a lot of hot stuff and nice looking guys.
That's not the main point,tho I'm single but I'm not available.
Yes,I closed my heart.I will remain single till the day,
I can say "Sincerity and Chemistry goes along together,
and I can see that in a guy right now."
Who fucking cares if what I feel right now is a bit of unrequited love
or crush or whatever it is?
Love make you stronger and want to be a better person.=))
but I here,emphasize..it's better to stay out from a relationship,
I mean,a romantic one.
Duality,again.Oh shit.He removed me from his friend on FB.
Okay,now I really,really have to move on.MOVE ON.
I was the Prime Minister today's Motion.Wow..for the first time,
in a real tournament.
I admit,I kinda annoyed with a guy who ask me a lot of POI.
I was very distracted.Distraction.
and I actually answered 4 POI..idk,and I give just 1 POI.
I thought to be the 3rd or 4th place..
but,
here it goes,we got 2nd place.^_^
Lucky and Alhamdulillah.
The best part is,:
I actually feel not nervous,pressure change me.Circumstances changes me.
I think talking in front of people is actually,nothing..that is making me,
nervous.They're human.not aliens.Mind controlling and settings is important.
We think that we will be nervous,and for the real thing
we will be nervous as well..
So,don't think.Just act cool.Chill babe.
There's a debater who thinks that "Thinking is a waste of time"
sometimes,yes..it's a waste of time.
Sometimes,no..it's VERY inimical.Hear me.
I suffer from being impulsive sometimes.
I end my post today with a quote from Michelangelo,
"The Greatest danger for most of us is not we aim to high,
and miss it,but we aim too low and reach it"

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