I wish I could tell people the things I wrote in the internet and my blogs are my real feelings, Sometimes,my dear.. I wish I could tell those words to the person that I refer to.. For me,I'm a human puzzle,a very confusing personality, an entity,a symbol of dualism,a human with a lot of personalities, and I can change it in a very,very fast way.. If overwhelm,I would do things that could harm me in the first place and regret about it later, I'm just a very complicated personality, I don't really like people seeing me too good,nor too bad.. I rather look bad so that people can't see my vulnerable side, people always like to prejudge what I do, misunderstand and misinterpreting the things I do,or say.. I really want to be a symbol or something to people who have a complicated personality like me,I'm just too hard to be understand by certain people, and sometimes,we don't have any chemistry at all, they were never meant to be my friends at the first...