You see people, you never know what it's like being trapped in mild depression although the stage is no longer suicidal/harmful but you wished to suicide with 100 percent of success rate of Death as an outcome and finally can lie down in a coffin. Resting eternally after all the bullshit you had in your lifetime. I am struggling to live each day and each second, fighting my ways to smile and be happy, to provide others with warmness. That is why I wrote things mostly about depression and human soul. I really want to educate people on the strength of human soul to influence and empower others by having good vibes and spread positive things. I want to grow humanity larger.
If we could just confess what goes to into your mind, you could not lie to your heart, but sometimes rather yet the truth hurts, and you know what lies ahead, You couldn't bear to see it, feel it,hear it,visualize it,picture it, So in my situation,I'm just to scared to picture the truth of something I'm sure,it is for real and I never regret it, It's the best thing ever happened to me, yet it hurts so much, Can you relate how duality affects me? I wanted to do it,yet I was refraning myself and it was me,myself playing the role.. whether to do it,or not to do anything about it, Have you been loving or hating yourself at the same time? Well,if you have.. You are in my position right now. Set it up in chur mind! I'm just a very confusing personality indeed, to those around me, I always said that over and over again! Chey.haha.I don't know how to describe how I behave,coz I have the ability to change mood and anything about myself the wind. And right now,my heart is...
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