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A Chapter of Awakening (Part 2)

"Hijrah" in Islam and language means starting anew and reinventing yourself.  It is an epiphany that comes with a very difficult triangulation of hardships with sacrifices in Life, Yet, indeed is a beautiful process. Your Pain and prayers is answered accordingly to His Wisdom. Back when I received the devastating news that my youngest sister was attempting suicide for the first time, my heart was shattered into millions of pieces and I feared that it will be all too late one day, if I don't handle this the right way. I couldn't bare myself to lose anyone especially my own siblings. That grew with the same abuse and trauma with me. That was pressured into being excellent students and robot-like politeness.  As much as I hated or vowed myself not  coming back to Kuching My very own hometown due to the trauma and abuse, suffocating environment, the dreading air that I use to breath and took in to survive,yet I took a simple decision trusting my Lord and fully depended on...